TW: Mention of ED (idk how sensitive you are as a reader, I just thought to notify).
So, this entry was recommended by a friend. Name will be undisclosed. Iβll just get into it. My likes and dislikes. My yay! or not today! Here we go…
For context, these are things I have discovered about myself throughout the course of life. Are these things subject to change? Yes. So take everything I say with a pinch of salt (Till this day I donβt know what that statement means). Anyways, letβs begin.
β‘ βΛβ§κ° Sleep κ± β‘ βΛβ§
For someone who barely gets any sleep, the little amount I can gather, I utilise to the max.
Unfortunately, Iβm a bit of a light sleeper. Basically, I can easily be woken up from sleep. I find this kinda annoying cus I barely get enough sleep over the summer and then when I do wanna get some hours of sleep, Iβm being awoken by pots clanking and the likes.
Iβm not exactly complaining cus itβs kinda my fault. (yeah, maybe actually fix your sleep schedule, kayla.) I could stay up till very unGodly hours and then get mad at the world when I wake up abruptly by the slightest creak of a door.
Safe to say I am NOT a morning person. My friends can testify..
β‘ βΛβ§κ° Food κ± β‘ βΛβ§
I absolutely love food. Well, to an extent. You see, lately Iβve gone through this βphaseβ? Idk what to call it. Like Iβm suddenly very picky when it comes to food. Itβs either I eat just breakfast or just dinner.
I donβt particularly like skipping meals. Itβs not something Iβm proud of but itβs something I do. I don’t know if itβs an ED and Iβm not one to self diagnose so Iβm just going to leave it at that. I love food. The end. If you are struggling with something similar, I don’t recommend keeping it to yourself. Talk to a trusted adult. Please.
β‘ βΛβ§κ° Family κ± β‘ βΛβ§
F is for Family!! not failure. Yes, sometimes we fail at things but even in our darkest moments, thereβs still hope for the future. (I think)
I LOVE my family simply because theyβre mine. I just love how freely I can talk to my mom and dad about things without feeling like Iβm being judged or overlooked.
Now, Iβm not saying we donβt have our misunderstandings. Trust me, that is entirely false. Iβm saying we get along more often than we donβt that even when times get tough, I can always rely on them to steer me right back on track.
β‘ βΛβ§κ° Music! κ± β‘ βΛβ§
I know for a fact, if I donβt restrain myself, Iβm going to crash this app because of my love for music. Itβs becoming somewhat of an addiction I canβt even lie.
Like, I canβt think of a day I havenβt listened to something or logged on Spotify. Even when Iβm not supposed to, I find ways to listen. Itβs kinda like this weird habit I canβt shake off.
Iβm sure Iβve tried weaning myself off music for a couple of days but I kinda always relapse. I could name probably 100 songs in one sitting without hesitation.(thatβs a bit of a stretch).
β‘ βΛβ§κ° Dislikes κ± β‘ βΛβ§
β‘βΛβ§κ° Spicy Food κ±β‘ βΛβ§
Yeah, I canβt handle spicy food. End me. (please donβt take me seriously guys..)
I feel like thereβs certain levels of spices that should be ILLEGAL. Like what do you mean youβre stuck on the toilet because you couldnβt help your unjustified craving for spicy food.
And these kind of people are the same type of people to question how I donβt spend so much time on the toilet. Why do you think??
Iβm not saying I canβt tolerate certain levels but we need to know where to draw the line. I mean, come on, why does whatβs coming out look like something out of a straight horror movie?
β‘ βΛβ§κ° Dry Texters κ± β‘ βΛβ§
The amount of unsettled resentment I have towards dry texters is unmatched.
I understand late texters, like, you probably have something to do but when you eventually get to texting, it feels like youβre being held hostage with the words held above your head like a pinata while youβre blindfolded trying to βpin the tail on the donkey.β
If you know youβre a dry texter. PLEASE DNI, thanks π
β‘ βΛβ§κ° Exams κ± β‘ βΛβ§
Iβm not even going to rant on this one.
(she proceeds to rant)
I feel like itβs common sense at this point. Most students do not like exams. The before, during or after. Itβs such an inconvenience I donβt understand. Like, you already taught me: WHY ARE WE DOING IT AGAIN?? Was the first time not enough for you?
And then teachers walk around spectating in the exam hall like itβs an interrogation room just waiting for one of us to slip up. The entire exam environment is very hostile for me and I just don’t like it!
Lastly, I do NOT like Eba. Sorry.
If you don’t know what that is, you’re not missing out, trust me. This is more of an opinion than an actual fact so don’t take me seriously. To explain it, tt’s sort of a stiff, dough-like consistency. You’re supposed to eat it with a soup of any kind but I can barely eat it alone talk less of with a soup. (P.S: found out, you’re not supposed to eat it alone.)
I never actually hated it, itβs just the idea of having to swallow without chewing it that irks me. And then that gulp sound it makes in your throat when you swallow… I canβt.
I donβt particularly have a reason for not liking it. Like I said, Iβm not picky but thereβs just some things that if I insert into my mouth, it’s coming out the same exact way it went in.
You reached the end! For those who didnβt read it all, hereβs a somewhat summarized version below. credits: Canva, Ransomizer Yw!! <3
Also, like I said, iyw a pt2 let me know!! this was pretty fun! (also voice reveal at the end I guess…)
2 responses to “β‘ππππ ππ ππ πππππ ππβ‘”
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PART 2!!!
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Pt 2 coming soon!! <3
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